“Suddenly, I’m on my knees and out of breath.”
Dear Eve 6 Guy,
Over ten years ago, as a freshman in high school, I was part of a youth group that organized an annual ski trip. I was totally jacked as I was looking forward to skating down the slopes, spending quality time with my first girlfriend, and having fun in a foreign country eight hours away from my family. , was just a passive good guy who didn’t really believe in revenge or getting back at people.
Meanwhile, an upperclassman called Tristan set out on a journey. Tristan and I were on the same soccer team, but I didn’t know him very well and was mostly away from him. There may have been unresolved issues.
One day during our trip, we went ice skating. The girls and boys parted ways, so I was doing generic hooligan teen shit with my mates, and at the rink, his first 20 or so minutes were just warming up on the ice. Meanwhile, the buddies got Tristan’s sunglasses and started a keepaway game. Like I said, generic hooligan shit. Then one of my fellow girlfriends handed me a pair of glasses, and I scurried off, but suddenly I was part of the game.
Tristan couldn’t keep up with me and literally wailed to our attendants about this ordeal. When I see this happening, I give them skates and glasses. I remember we were on the brink of making out when he was still on his skates and kicked me into a fucking dick. Suddenly I fell to my knees and gasped. I have junk in my hand, but it’s tied up so I can’t tell if my pussy is bleeding.
The rest is a little blurry. I remember returning to my hotel room. Surrounded by my friends, I pulled my pants down to observe the damage. There was a bruise on the head of her penis. But no blood. I was grateful for the moment. I still have minor bruises that I think will last for the rest of my life, but other than that, I have no health problems related to what he did to me.
As far as I know, Tristan wasn’t really affected by his actions. We were in a foreign country and weren’t familiar with what the rules were so I wasn’t thinking of pressing charges but honestly I didn’t ask or look into it He moved out about two months later before I even thought I had time to process things.
Time has passed and I’ve tried to forget everything, but this case feels like it’s still unsolved. I feel like I should have taken some action to see that something was done to remedy the situation, but I didn’t. I went through with it without even apologizing to .
I’ve considered reaching out to him to let him know how I feel but he’s shy every time. I’m trying to live a life telling people how I feel instead of keeping them locked up.
— Bruises and Confusion